It's such a rainy night again! It's my night off, so I'm just chilling here in my room. While thinking about the recent happenings in my life, there's this something that I kept on putting at the back of my head. However, when I'm alone, I couldn't help but think about it. haha In order for me to feel better, I decided to write my feelings down in a poem. So, here it is.
Photo taken by the person I'm writing this for...
The Ship That Shouldn't Sail
All this time, my eyes have been paralyzed
Well, that's not entirely true
I knew, but I didn't want to
In my darkest days, you were there
Silently listening to everything I share
You brought smile back to my face
All the sad things, you helped me erase
You accepted even my insecurities
You helped me stand tall in pure bliss
Boosting my confidence was your skill
My dull life, you watered with thrill
No matter when; no matter where
You never failed to show you care
You were always just a click away
Though you're busy; by my side you always stay
I can never be thankful enough
That even though life has been so tough
I found an awesome person like you
Someone so amazingly true
Your weak side, you showed them to me
Sharing even the negativities filled me with glee
From the moment we met, we were both unmasked
We trusted each other; no questions asked
But now I'm feeling a little scared
Every time you make me feel you cared
I feel my heart tighten; feeling so warm
This feeling in me is making me alarmed
Meeting you was an amazing thing
All the happiness; in my life, you bring
I don't want to derange our friendship
So as early as now, let me sink this ship
@tegoshei
Before I mess up everything, let me stop. hahaha It would be awkward if I continue with this feeling, wouldn't it? So as early as now, let's stop and just enjoy the friendship. :) It's just weird feeling this way again. I mean, I have been attracted to him even before we became friends, but after around five years of knowing each other... I discovered how amazing he really is.
Thinking about our future plans make me so excited! However, if I continue with this feeling, we might not be able to enjoy and have fun like we used to, so nope! :)
Let me end this crazy thought. ^^ See you next time! ^^