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Early on, she discovered that to survive depends on becoming acceptable. Talk to them, whoever they are at any given time.The crowd, the algorithm, the unseen panel of judges evaluating your every deed; teachers, parents, bosses, lovers.
To their appeal, cut sand down your edges.Softening of your ideas is necessary. Laugh at your own jokes that aren't even funny. Talk what you do not have faith in. Learn how to match their energy.Chameleon as a way of living.
The tiring component is remembering which version of yourself suits which audience rather than the performance itself. Corporate her varies from family her, from friends her, from the her she is alone at 3 AM asking who the genuine one even is anymore.
For a short while, they reacted to appeals. Got her accepted, liked, tolerated, elevated.Constant translation comes with a cost as well.To prepare your body for every appetite.You ultimately lose your first taste. Finally you're simply adaptation and aftertaste.
Her therapist wonders what SHE desires.