I am so sorry you have reason to worry and hope all will be better soon. Fearing for loved ones is gruesome... I remember many sleepless nights and I still feel kind of overprotective of my mother and husband as I fear so much for them after all the dark things last year. I so feel with you and want to hug you <3 <3 Waiting and fearing is like torture.
I am glad your stripy project is helping you to focus for some moments on other things and to calm a bit. The colors you have chosen are so lovely (you know me and pink <3) The color combo and the stripes remind me of old photographs of the 20 from the sea where women are wearing striped swimwear with long trousers and enjoying themselves with more freedom than before.
I send you strength 🌈🌈🌈