I can relate, @exyle. I've taken the same rollercoaster ride since July of 2016 and kept pushing through the worst of it. It can take a toll on you emotionally. You have been such a great proponent for Steem/Steemit the entire time.
Seeing the Steem price drop this week while nearly every other coin increased in value was disappointing to say the least. If we only had a crystal ball. The inability to know what the future holds is the hardest part of investing in this space.
The most important thing is to not blame yourself when an opportunity is missed or a bad decision is made. This part isn't easy. The longer I'm in this space the more I realize not a single person really knows what's going to happen with any coin.
I've cashed out a fair amount of Steem through the years but will keep what I have left. I still believe in Steemit as a platform and plan on keeping most of the Steem I have left in my wallet so I can continue to curate and make some kind of a difference. If innovation continues to happen here the price of Steem will undoubtedly bounce back but I'm taking a very long view (years.)
In the meantime I'll still be here, doing what I do. Enjoy the weekend, man!