I do not know if I will be glad in taking another medicine or not because for one thing I am not so sure if I am sick with the illness that I am trying to cure as the Pulmunologist only based his diagnosis to a single chest x-ray.
The thing is that I have to take the medicine for Tuberculosis for maybe about half a year and I do not know if that would cause me to develop another ailment since I am a dialysis patient already because who knows how my body would react to the accumulated metabolites of Rifampicin/Isoniazid, the medicine for TB.
Now if really I do have the disease I am glad that it got discovered so now is the curing process about it. The thing is that I do not show any signs of tuberculosis like coughing and fevers nor elevations to my white blood cells which is an indication of infections.
So I am just praying that I can get over through this yet again medical malady. I just thank God that the drug seems to be not giving me additional noticeable side-effects like nausea and such at least for now.
I have yet to research on how the said drugs does and their side-effects because I do not want anymore side-effects, I am just fed-off from enduring all that physically, mentally, especially financially because I have no more sources of funds but through blogging only like what I do here in this platform and crypto trading.
This is another test against my determination to get improved with the kind of life that I have now. Maybe I can handle it mentally but my body of course also has its breaking point while my finances in the other hand just has a shallow bottom. So I pray to God to never forget me and help me with all these struggles that I have to do because it is just ridiculously getting heavier as time goes by in my short and miserable and pitiful life.