I envy those who find their spiritual path. I haven't met a lot of them, I think only one so far. He's not a fanatic who has to preach to everyone and posts his spirituality on social media, but someone who truly believes and works very hard to live up to his believes. He questions himself a lot, but never his believe.

I'm far away from that. I'm still collecting data. Maybe I don't even need a spiritual path, who knows. Maybe I don't envy him, but admire him for that.