Waaaaaaahhhhhh. I smiled reading this! Relate much!!!

but I'll always remember the fact that I actually fell in love in the virtual world.

Been here too. Urgggh. You reminded me of my own love memories buried in the back of my mind.

Well, I have given up on being in a relationship in general... but despite that, I am happy. I found the love which can never be taken away, and that is my love for myself. I am focusing on myself and on how to become a better me. I can't even imagine being in a relationship at all anymore

Same here. Its tough but we are at the point that we can no longer sacrifice who we are and our worth. Im happy you are now choosing yourself, prioritizing yourself. That is sanity!.