Il mio Report Actifit: Agosto 14 2023

this is a monument outside the library and museum.

hello everyone,

here I am with a new episode of

THE WORLD NEAR ME (JIASHAN)

because the world is what you see with your eyes

this photo represents a bee pollinating a lotus flower.

I like lotus flowers.

They are beautiful and eatable.

Tea is made with the leaves.

The seeds are much sought after. In short, as with pork, nothing is thrown away. :)

Busy day today. less hot than the previous ones but still the humidity is very high. feels like living in a sauna.

today among the photos I'm back to leaving you a song I wrote a few days ago.

Jiashan 08/08/2023 18:02

I RUN

the ritual photo

Each of us has his own demons to fight. I've always fought to keep mine at bay.

But this time is different.

This demon is stronger or maybe i'm older.

But it's something that seems too big to defeat, so I run because I know that if I stand still, this thought comes to catch me to stop me from going.

I give him what he wants from me.

I don't want to give it to him.

But inside i also know that i can't run away forever and that sooner or later i'll have to stop and give him what he wants.

He knows my nature well, he knows what I am.

Perhaps the idea of ​​being able to win is just one of the many excuses they invent to survive.

I can't win this fight. I don't want to win it. he is here, I feel it, he wants to force me to remember again and again and again…

These words testify exuding of his presence.

I have to hurry and get out before I lose myself completely in his embrace.

I know his face.

I know his name.

-Gidien-

That's all

My daily report

I am alive and i am still here

-gidien-

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