That doesn't sound like a nice neighborhood to live in my friend, and I hope you will be able to find a better place for yourself sooner rather than later. You've been doing so well with regards to staying clean for three years now, and it would be devastating of that track record gets broken by the community that should be there to support you. It was an act of pure selfishness to disturb your peace of mind with a knock on the door at 3 AM. I can understand your need to install that security system...
I hope you're feeling better now, but even more that you find a better place for yourself, preferably surrounded by people who give a damn for other people. Thanks for sharing, and stay strong my friend! 🙏🏼💪🏼