My mother had cooked a pork soup dish, I might not be able to eat more if I would have that so I wondered if I would order a crispy pork leg again then I can just have the pork soup as my additional fare for this evening.
I've been battling with my nausea for a few years now, everyday is just like this, I have no urge to eat food if not hooked-up for my dialysis so it is a problem. I haven't eaten anything since my breakfast of a pepperoni sandwich and because I took again another Cinacalcet it just magnified my nausea once more.
Now after eating my meal this evening I will again have to take another dreaded pill. I wanted to cry but I just needed the drug so that I can feel better with my joints and bones because they will deteriorate of I do not get them treated with this drug.
Anyway a crispy pork leg is really palatable because of the fat and the crispy skin. I also get to dip it with vinegar with seasonings, onions, and all that is why I can eat at least. Now although it is quite expensive it is maybe worth it because rather than skipping meals I would just rather be spending since it is also the reason why I am working?
I just hope that soon at least I can get my appetite back. If cryptos would perform well then I can get the funds to support my needed parathyroid surgery and its complications or post-operative needs. I just have to make sure that I will not found myself with no money while in the hospital because not many people are willing to help me in that regard. So I am still really thankful to with my heart to the steem community that I have as my lifeline and support that I can lean on in these troubling times of my life.