I am happy today that I completed my dialysis without a fuss considering that I reduced my consumption of my energy drink. So now I know that I can do without it and from now on I will just take 900 mg instead of 964 mg of Caffeine from both the Caffeine capsules and the energy drink. So no more extra energy drink for now because what I was taking from now on I know just suffices what I needed just for me to be able to complete my session.
None of my nurses actually knows what I am doing and I wouldn't tell them anyways unless they would forensically investigate and learn it from my blogs here at steem. That is why I am not sharing my blogs at my FB account because news spreads there like a wildfire which is why I am really careful at sharing things except in Twitter where maybe I will not get much exposure to other people except from those who follows me there.
I will not be taking my Gabapentin yet, I will just let the caffeine effects or residue in my system to fade away before taking Gabapentin so that the initial effects of Gabapentin won't get to be wasted which is its sedative or profound relaxation effect because if I am still overly stimulated with caffeine and I take that I will not be able to sleep anyway even though it does relaxes my body.
I also was able to eat a lot today as well, I just ate to the brim, I downed almost three cups of rice, more on rice even though the pork really isn't that much it is just enough for me since I really always felt that guilt feeling whenever I would eat meat because of its by-products in the body like urea and nitrogen which is why I tend to eat an hour after being hooked-up so that at least most of the by-products will get washed-away, at least that is my personal theory about that.
Then I went home much lighter than the last time, about 400 grams lighter which is nice because it makes me get an added allowance for the liquids that I would consume making me avoid being breathless before my next session God-willing. Gone are the days where I am just like a fish out of water before I reach the dialysis center because I now command what and how much fluids are taken from my system and the speed of which the nurses would set my blood pump. So I am relatively cleaned and sufficiently drawn out with extra fluids unlike before.
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I am still hoping the day if God wills it for me to never return at least temporarily for many years and that will only happen if steem maybe pump to 12 dollars per steem which I know will not happen or maybe it will. But for me I do not much long about that, what I just wanted for now is to be able to get my appetite back even though I will still be a dialysis patient for good.
