I am not a Clint Eastwood fan but he is a legend in media. There is another Whale who is associated with Clint Eastwood; I do not always get along with this Whale but I think he is a cool dude. I am weird and hard to deal with. I have a lot to say and I speak my mind.
Speaking your mind and being honest is not something most people appreciate in today's society.
I am not unique but I am for sure a contrarian. Moving against the grain is a personality trait more than anything else imo. People tell me to stop being myself all the time; but it is hard for me to be something I am not.
I think Powering Up HIVE is a lot of fun. I like to party. I like to have a wild time. I like to get freaky but I do not like freakshows; there is a difference.
I powered up HIVE because I think HIVE is undervalued. For me this was an unleveraged long trade; I like these trades because I do not need to worry about getting liquidated.
Being a short seller or a margin trader is very different. The market can stay irrational longer than you can remain solvent (This statement is often associated with John Maynard Keynes). I am a steward of knowledge so I like to remain solvent LOL.
Powering up is a lot of fun. I am a documented addict on this chain. I get very obsessed with things. Powering up is addictive to me but at the same time I do not like to get obsessed with power. I refuse to get obsessed with power. This is my predicament.
My main predicament is, I think HIVE is undervalued but I do not like being in a position of power.
The good part of powering up HIVE is, it is a lot of fun. The bad part of powering up HIVE is it gives you power over the network.
I do not want to have power here. I DO NOT want to be responsible for things here. I just want to have a good time on HIVE. Some people in the HIVE ecosystem have been pushing me towards the idea that me powering up means I am now responsible for things here. This means I cannot use my stake as I wish on HIVE unless I want to lose social capital.
This is the bad part of powering up HIVE. I cannot buy HIVE and use it to maximize my return without being treated like something grand. I do not want to be grand, I do not want to be treated differently, I want to be a man of the people.
When I say I want to be a man of the people it sounds weird in today's society. People love power. People love to be in control. I only want to be victorious in my trade. There is a difference.
The ugly part of powering up HIVE is it comes with a lot of social pressure. You get put into a box if you power up "too much" on this chain. You become an other to the people (to the people on here today anyways).
I do not want to be associated with power. I want to be a man of the people. I want to be a good person.
I regret powering up HIVE but it is also one of the best decisions I have ever made in my life. This is a weird thing to say but welcome to reading my diary LOL.
My diary is for me but it is also for you the people. My diary is for ALL people who actually want to know what I am thinking. My diary is for people who actually want to know what I am going through. Life is hard.
I do not want to be here on HIVE. But I am so happy I am here today. HIVE is weird and it is complicated. I am weird and I am complicated.
The ugly part about me is I am not a man of steel. I am not perfect. I have made A LOT of mistakes.
I have done many evil things in my life. I have danced with the devil in the streets. But I have also had positive religious experiences. I have also embraced the devil. But I am convinced God exists because I have embraced both God and Satan in my life. What is God? What is Satan? That is anyone's guess.
I am a man filled with emotions. I am a man filled with good and evil. I am only human.
I have a really good memory. This is blessing and a curse. I remember every bad thing I have ever done and it is so painful. It keeps me awake at night and I hate it. But I love life. I love God.
To those reading my diary, welcome to ME. I am relentless, I am filled with evil but I want to be a good person.
We cannot undo bad things that we have done in our lives. I am convinced that doing bad things taints your soul. But doing good things does make a difference in how your soul feels.
I want to good on HIVE. But I do not want to be associated with power.
I am not rich by western standards. I did not buy HIVE because I think I will get rich. I bought HIVE because there is a chance I can get rich. Money is the root of all evil; I am only human.
I do not play 4D chess. I do not try to predict the future. But to me buying HIVE is like an option contract. I am making an aggressive bet. I am betting that the people here will adjust and I do not need to do anything but buy HIVE. Maybe the people will not adjust? Maybe I will lose money? Either outcome is ok with ME. That is the bet.
I do not regret powering HIVE. I am happy I powered up HIVE.
