This is one of those days that I am feeling shitty than currently I am and I tend to just sleep it off just for me to escape the reality of my life. So I was able to sleep just intermittently, the weird thing is that I get those dreams that also is weird and somewhat rated "R" and also like adventurous.
Then I would wake up again with a racing heart that makes me feel unwell as if I would get a heart attack. Maybe I do have a heart condition already but maybe I would be associating it with the extra fluid in my system that tends to elevate my blood pressure and must be the cause of my racing heart issue.
Now my nausea is also a factor in my feeling unwell all the time, I am just fighting it with with all my endurance considering that I am nauseated for the past two years already and it is one of the reason today that I chose to just sleep it off.
I already had eaten a sandwich of mayonnaise and a cup of thinned-out coffee as my supper because I do not want to eat and just forced myself to eat something so that I won't get the low blood sugar episodes. I also had taken a cold bath too and that made me felt nice. I hope that I would not feel drowsy because much time spent in sleeping makes me feel that my time is just wasted because I needed to earn just for me to continually afford my medicines.
