Glad to hear to you do have some pain relief Arnold. I do understand your feeling of not liking being there since the nurses most likely don't enjoy their jobs, and thus it affects patient care and how they treat you.
I am also glad to hear that you are encouraged in fighting this battle in order to see another day. There is hope, and crypto winter is going away. Hopefully Steem can grow leaps and bounds too, and that will help you reach some if not all of your dreams and goals. Take care my friend.