Today my mother had requested for my complete blood count (CBC) which she would use to fulfill one of the requirements for a request to let us get some free medicines which would get the funds from the government charity sweepstakes office, a government charity agency that plays lottery for the people to get some revenue about helping the needy, those that requires support for their medical needs like medicine, therapy of sorts, surgical operation, and others.
Here we see the result of my CBC test which indicates that I have a relatively excellent blood condition considering the fact that I do not get transfused with blood or get Erythropoeitin (EPO) injections which I do thank God because I will not be able to endure my Cinacalcet if I were to be anemic still.
Although my hemoglobin and red blood cell count are slightly low it isn't much of a concern for me considering the said reasons because normally dialysis patients tend to get numbers depressed so much so that if not corrected will cause death. But with some miracle from God (which I can only attribute it to) it shows an excellent number results. I can't get too much red blood cell though because too much red blood cell for a patient like me can cause my dialyzer to clog up fast, too low then I will be anemic, so it is just in the good "goldilocks" amount for my needs.
Anyway I am just concerned about the "Differential count" because of the abnormal Lymphocyte count which is slightly elevated as well as the Monocyte which is quite elevated. It just means that my body is fighting something foreign in my body and probably related to my Appendectomy or it could be a sign that I have another brewing infection maybe from my liver and I wouldn't be so surprised if it were so, it can also be cancer for what I know.
I am just praying that if I would get another ailment I just want to exit this world as fast and swiftly as possible for obvious reasons that I do not want to get additional hardship for myself and the people who are concerned about me.
So I do needed as much prayers as I can get from my friends who can read this blog because I know that prayers works especially coming from the people of pure in heart. I am really not afraid to die, it is just I do not like anymore pain, hardship, struggle, worry, and all that because it is just too much to bear if I will be subjected to another type of medical malady, may God help me.
