My house was built when I was just around 4 to 5 years of age, at that time I was also suffering from a drug induced clinical depression which I just sweated out because of course I do not know what it was and I thought that it was just normal.
Anyway this house is pretty old and ugly and now the flooring gets submerged by flood water when there is a hard rain thanks to the weather or climate change. So it just gets messy in this house and I just wanted this to get renovated.
Renovating a house really needs a big money to procure for it and I do not think that my siblings have any plans to improve or take part in that idea since they have a house of their own so the initiative will just come from me.
But my priority is my medicines and my plans for my surgery goals plus my medicines cannot be set aside because even though it is hard to take them like my Parathyroid medicine and my Phosphate binder I have to still take them and they are expensive too. No one will really buy them for me because of their forbidding price.
I might give it a go for a renovation if I will not be able to get my surgeries so only then I will just create a place of my own where I can be comfortable and free from noise and such, clean, and functional house for myself and my parents. I might not move into other places but that plan is still on the table, we do not know what the future holds so I am just trusting God if what he is planning to do for my fate in this lifetime.