I am relatively okay for now, I am just not getting perspired but my major complaint right now is my inability to get some good sleep although I had that kind of lucid dreaming where I got back to school but in my dream I had to stop because I have no more funds.
Maybe it is just I am thinking about how my recent surgical operation had dried-up my last remaining saved funds plus having in debt from my brother who paid the 50% downpayment for my surgery.
I do have a lot of things to think about plus of course managing my health issues because it is too hard in any way, shape, and form to support my condition considering that I am only relying from online earning particularly from my blog post here in steem which is why I am really thankful because there is nothing like this in the world although I still have to work for it.
I just needed to work still because even though some people helps it is not enough to sustain this kind of medical needs that I have.
I already had completed my antibiotics course yesterday and I hope that the infection had been cleared and cured already. Now I will just let my body do the work and if it would conk or get to move again it is still okay, heck I do not care anymore, I am just doing what I can do with a bit of mercy from God and assistance of my friends worldwide then maybe I can achieve my goals.
My optimism to get better is always there as long as I can get some help and support because they are the ones that is filling my hope to achieve the best possible health condition for my case. May God help me.