I am sorry for what you passed through after covid 19.
Now if I have money in my pocket, if someone tells me that I need medicine, I am very ill. I don't have the day, I can't give it. This is the thing I should have done before.
You changed your mind to giving because of your life experiences, it's well but I think there are still ways you can give without regret.
I love your concluding part, thanks for your encouragement .