I guess I am not a fan type. I liked to play sports and am very competitive but I never got passionate enough to be a fan.

I was never envious of anything with the exception of one time at an indoor children's play center when I was divorcing my first wife. I was there with my four year old son.

I was thinking all these families are happy and together and I have the looks, money, great career and I can't give my son a full family... I was envious of people who were together even those who looked poor and not very good looking.