I can't sleep, I tried but I can't even though I had took my Gabapentin to help me relax and supposedly to defeat the residual effects of caffeine that I took at dialysis this early morning. I do not know what happened but I feel the mix of stimulation and relaxation at the same time, it is a weird feeling and basically I am intoxicated right now.
Nothing that I could do now but to wait it out and let my system process the Caffeine so that I can finally rest and sleep because I just am already up yesterday night from a short sleep and after that I could not sleep anymore.
This is just the compromise that I have to take because I wanted to complete my dialysis so I just have to find a way to support my blood pressure so that it would not crash and affect my dialysis just like in the past. I am getting a good dialysis because of this thing that I had done, I am getting adequately removed with extra body fluids or water to the point that my skin would get wrinkled an my voice a bit hoarse, a sign that I am already dried-up and that is what I wanted so that I could have a lot of allowance with the liquids that I am going to consume plus I would not get so breathless so fast.
Anyway with the residual effects of coffee in my body now I just can feel that my heartbeat is fast but I am not getting palpitations which is good. I think that the factor for the caffeine didn't get washed-off completely was that I ate a lot today at dialysis so it got mixed with the food and along with the absorption of the nutrients from the food the Caffeine had a delay in getting absorbed too.
But this was not the case like before so I just have to endure it until the effects had subsided. This will be a long night of waiting though and I pray that I can get some shuteye this evening or the very least at late dawn.