I just thank steem platform because my sleepless nights which comes very often now into a more productive time while I am also trying to entertain myself by watching videos all throughout the night time. I often would sleep any time during the day and at early evening. But after I had woken up at early dawn in the wee hours of the morning I could not sleep anymore.
With that it is no problem anymore for me because I could transform a seemingly wasted night time into a more productive way thanks to steem because I could post as much as I want to earn a bit. I just needed some cash for my daily prodigal medical needs so I am just forced to make use of my time, energy, and brain power to make a post and earn with it.
So it it just makes me happy to realize that I have the ability to earn at least through the Internet via steem and it is affecting my life in a very positive way as writing itself is a big distraction about me thinking on my medical condition because I am forgetting about my situation when I use the steem blockchain for my purposes and it is a thing to be thankful for.
I couldn't be more thankful about this platform because I am able to provide for my own needs and not being so dependent on others. As much as possible I do not want to disturb anybody about my needs, heck I would have gone from this house already if not for my immobility issues because I do not want to trouble my parents in caring for me. The only positive side about my extended stay with my parents was I am able to enjoy their company. I am like stuck in my teens where I am just supervised perpetually by my parents thanks to my disabilities.
Working at night with insomnia in the years that I couldn't sleep had paid well for me and I wouldn't be able to buy four BTCs which 3/4 of those lost but at least I had saved some and that I will use for a much troubled financial times for me in the future. I just hope that I will never have to touch my saved BTCs because I am reserving it when a good opportunity to sell it comes. It is my retirement fund also so to speak and I feel so secure knowing that I can pull something when the time comes.
