This morning when my parents went to the hospital, I asked them first to buy me a prepared sandwich from 7-Eleven from the hi-way not very far from our house. It is because I am just feeling nauseated from my last night's dose of my Parathyroid medicine that I took and I am just having a hiccup.
I am not really in the condition to eat already but I have to take my medicine for the sake of my bones and joints and the pain it creates so that I will get some relief. I just have to sacrifice my appetite and the bad feeling it creates for me. But I have to take my medicine so I just have to eat.
The sandwich that my mother had made for me just have some mayonnaise but I have to have some protein so I just made them to buy me a pepperoni sandwich which I ate a few minutes later. Then of course I have to take my Parathyroid medicine and again it made me feel sick with nausea. After that I never took anything and just slept intermittently to pass-away the nausea that I am experiencing, it was always like that everyday.
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Then this afternoon I saw this two brothers that is doing a Mukbang in youtube and they also cook it before eating their food that they prepared. They just use our local language and are quite entertaining to watch.
What they are cooking are the foods that I wanted to eat myself, usually the fried and fatty ones with sometimes healthy salads on the side. I watch a few of their vblogs and man I just got hungry watching them eat those crispy fried meats and some pork skin and innards, the type of foods that I just wanted to eat everyday.
I reckon that I can order one of the foods that they just posted a few months ago, the crispy fried pork leg. I told my mother to talk to the store near our house that we want to order a medium piece of whole pork leg. About two hours later it was delivered and some of it was my dinner this evening.
I wasn't planning to eat this evening but again I have to eat because I have to take my Cinacalcet. But before I was able to eat I asked my mother to give me some ginger tea to offset or take away my drug-cased nausea. I guess that it worked because I was able to finish a platter of crispy fried pork leg, skin, fat and all (except the bones lol).
Now I am just happy because at least I was able to eat (and enjoyed it too), I don't mind the toxins that it would create to my blood because for one thing that was only my second meal for the day and I just have to put some nutrients in my emaciated body. I just thank God for this day.
